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Over the weekend I was browsing through my old stuff. I was looking for my college books and review materials. Yeah, im going back to school. Huhuhu! Im 25 and im back to school, how sad is that. Im starting to brush on basic PT books trying to refresh my mind, if it’ll work. I have a lot to read pala. My goal is to read at least 100 questions a day so I can probably finish everything before review starts. Hay! I kind of miss school actually. I miss the long lectures. I miss the lab lessons. The revalida and most of all the practical exams. Although it wont probably be the same anymore, plus I don’t have time to enjoy review school this time. I’ve set my mind already that in the next 4-5 months, I will be on hibernation (no night outs, no long coffee chats, no MOVIES, no out of town, no cellphone… ok maybe just lesser cellphone use. Hahaha)
I know that I’ve been half hearted about this review thing since last year, I’ve made up all kinds of excuse to my dad just to get away with the board exam. But I realize, I cant run away forever. It’ll be one of my “what if’s” and Lord know I have a long list of those. I don’t want to ask for sign coz I never believed them. But last Sunday, as I was listening to Pastor Mars yelling that 2008 is a year of fulfillment, I felt a thug in my heart. I felt that I had to do this now. There’s no “or else”… It’s now…period