sleep

"magbiro kana sa lasing,
wag lang sa bagong gising!"

an old saying but is so true... proven and tested!dont you just hate it when you're taking your fourty winks and unconsiderate people around you would talk so loud or laugh really hard you can see their uvula. i hate that! i am very sensitive with sleep issues. i guess living in a dorm for 5 year helps a lot. i make it a point that i walk as quiet as possible, move as slowly or silently as i can and speak softly or not speak at all when im around sleeping people. people, you're supposed to either shut the hell up or speak as softly as possible when people around you are sleeping!!!!! there should be a rule for that or something. it should be legal in the country to whack people in the face whenever they disturb you while you're sleeping. this is turning out to be a really bad day.

My mom told me they rushed lolo again to the hospital last Thursday. As sad as it may sound but he not getting any better. Two months ago he spent around 2 weeks in the hospital. He got a little better but after 1 week he started feeling the pain again. According to him the pain got even worse. My lolo has prostate cancer. It was diagnosed early this year, but due to a lot of complication, it got worse. His kidney’s affected and his liver all swelled up according to the doctor, not to mention that he’s type II diabetic and severe asthmatic.
They finally talked him to removing his “you know” but the pain is still there.
My mom got scared coz he’s been telling my mom that he’s seeing dead relatives in his dreams, one time he keeps shouting then he told my mom he saw my youngest niece jumps out of the window. Sad lang kasi I love my lolo. He’s been living in our house since I started working in manila. Although you’ll only find him playin solitaire everyday, whenever we talk to him he always responds with witty remarks. He always asks me “ kelan kaba mag-aasawa”, and when I tell him “ antayin mo lang, papakilala ko naman sayo” he will anwer..” puro ka salita, ang tanda mo na ni boyfriend wala ka” hehehe. Those simple conversation that I miss coz he cant talk like that anymore, even though he tried sometimes.
I know he’s just waiting for my uncle Noelle to arrive, but whatever happens, I just want him to leave peacefully and for my mom to take it well.

allergic ako sayo (from maila)

Mainit ulo ko today. Pero tapos na yung situation at ok na lahat. Pero alam mo yun, pag mainit ulo mo, di naman agad mawawala. Lahat tuloy ng kinaiinit ng ulo ko, naalala ko. hahaha! Talk about stress. Self-induced stress.
Now I'm left wondering why it's so much harder to be nice than to be not nice. Why do we think it's funny when we are mean? Why do we pride ourselves when we are the bully? And why do we feel triumphant when we are successful at being sneaky?
At dahil gusto kong mawala ang init ng ulo ko, pagtatawanan ko na lang ang mga nakakainis na mga bagay na ito:
1. Allergic ka sa mga taong hindi independent - pero wag ka, pag mag-isa di mapakali at kelangang may kasama.
2. Allergic ka sa mga taong mapapel - pero wag ka kahit di nya birthday gusto nyang sya ang kantahan ng happy birthday. O sya blow the candle!
3. Allergic ka sa mga taong nagbibisyo - pero sa totoo lang ang sungit mo dahil wala kang bisyo. Masyado kang magaling, magbisyo ka nga!
4. Allergic ka sa mga taong ang laki ng isyu - paano mo nalaman isyu nya kung di ka nakikinig? Tsismosa!
5. Allergic ka sa mga taong namimilit magkwento ka ng detalye ng buhay mo - pero nangingitngit ka pag di ka nakwekwentuhan.
6. Allergic ka sa mga taong nanunumbat - pero ang laging bukang bibig mo, wala talagang utang na loob yan si ganire at si ganyan.
7. Allergic ka sa mga taong tanga - ang swerte mo ikaw lang binigyan ng perpektong utak. Aray!
8. Allergic ka sa mga linta - pero halos tumira ka na sa bahay ng lahat ng tao. Bampira!
9. Allergic ka sa mga OA magkwento - inggit ka lang di mo agad naisip yun.
10. Allergic ka sa mga taong mayayabang at pabida - asus! eh pag nagkwento ka nga wala nang makasingit!
11. Allergic ka sa mga taong plastic - ang plastic mo!
12. Allergic ka sa mga taong pikon - asarin mo kaya sarili mo tingnan natin kung di ka mapikon!

Ang laki ng isyu ko! hahahahaha!!! =D
Lahat yan tinamaan din ako. But I feel so much better. hahahaha! =D
Hibang lang... Tigilan na ang eklavung ito!