my collage

was feeling really bored and i cant check my mails coz our shop is so crowded with not very nice and mabango kids.hehehe!so i decided to create another collage...hehehe!
super dami na pala naming pictures sa YA.di ko na mapagkasya sa dami

rest in peace friend

we were at boardwalk yesterday for good friday,we bumped into several familiar faces and saw some celeb...well,i think thats the reason subic is getting more and more crowded especially during this time of the year.
later that evening,we saw ate rose and joanne, one of my best friends, she pulled me to the corner when she saw me and told me "may balita ako sayo!!" she looked worried so i laughed and told her "ok ka lang?"
then i got the shock my life..."si mya patay na!!nag-suicide"
i was so shock that i didn't reply for a minute,ang hirap i-digest.i confirmed to her,"sure ka?pano namatay?anong nagyari?"
those were the first few words that came into my mind.i was really lost.
i found out that he committed suicide,he hung himself and was found out 4-6 hours later.
t'was shocking for me coz mya was not only a friend,but he was an ex.we shared less than a month relationship and even if we were young then i still consider him a friend.we even kept in touch till my freshman year in college.i knew everything about him coz he told me back then pati tungkol sa family nya,kahit he's shy about his background he told me pa rin.so i really pray for him.another lost lost
rest in peace mya!

movie marathon

was planning to have a movie marathon during the holy week,but when i got the dvd (i know,i know..anti-piracy) from jas.i was so excited i couldn't wait for friday anymore.i watched it last tuesday night and i was so kilig and mezmerized by the movie.iba yung feeling after i watched it.the dialouges are so amazing,the characters are so real.kahit medyo weird sila.
The verbal intercourse that dominates that scene and every other in the film is vigorous, compulsive, sometimes painful and occasionally funny
"the verbal intercourse that dominates the scene have made a smooth and "naughty" effect"
watch out for the chatting session of dan and larry and the Aquarium scene of larry and anna (hilarious!!!)
also the confrontation of larry and ana(shocking exchange of dialouges)

scary sunday joyride

"sama ka.4pm chowking"
that was the text i got from ate mai last sunday afternoon.was trying to finish my john grisham,i was kinda bored so i decided to join them.i met up with ate mai outside our house,went straight to church to meet jas,ate jean and kiko.
we really dont have a definite plan,we just want to spend time together,and of course,our current hobby..."mag-pictorial"...true to our own word,we really did pictorials like true artist.hahaha!we dined at subic terrasa

after thousand stories and laughs.we decided to take our picture taking outside.funny,coz people are looking at us,we pretended to be tourist,first time in subic so that we can have excuse for our weird behavior.hahaha!

after that we went to board walk for more view.we got bored a bit so we decided to go further up the mountains of SBMA.we went to crown peak/bat kingdom,but of course we can barely see anything coz its really dark.
we're scarring each other coz its really dark,then we decided to go down na.we came across the idea of going to SBDMC (Subic Bay Development Medical Center).t'was rumored kasi na marami daw ghost there.and there's even a sign put up on the road there saying
"people dont dare to go beynd this point after 6pm..see for yourself why"
whaa...that alone is scarry enough,not to mention that its past 9pm already.we were screaming so loud inside the car that we didn't realize we're on the actual intersection of that hospital.i closed my eyes then i looked at the road,it was total darness.kinilabutan ako sa sobrang dilim.we're daring jasper to drive to the hospital but i begged him not to.am really scared!
so we decided to skip the hospital trip,we went the other way.after few seconds of silence,we all realize that the road were taking was the one rumored to have a beheaded man na nagpapakita.we all screamed...
"eh diba dito yung may pugot na ulo!!"
then nagsisigaw na kami sabay-sabay!i dont know what to cover first,the window at my right or my ear coz am really starting to get deaf.jasper dont know what to,sa sobrang taranta nya,he stopped the car not knowing whether he'll make a u-turn or just go straight.lalo kaming sumigaw coz he stopped.bigla nyang inandar yung car na super bilis talaga.then ang dilim,wala kaming kasalubong na car or anything.then biglang sumigaw si ate mai,"may dugo sa kalsada"...i wasn't able to see the blood stain but jas did...
sobrang bilis namin that when we reached the part na matao at mailaw na...hindi pa rin ako makahinga i saw jas on the mirror and he's so scarred.naiiyak na daw sya.
the only person who's not scarred at all was ate jean.i swear,she's really daring us to go to the hospital.i said.."sige kayo na lang,i'll just wait for you here"hahahaha
that was one heck of a sunday night for me.when i got home,i know nobody will talk to me so i dont have anyone to share my story with.but t'was fine with me.i got a comforting text from ate mai...
"do not fear,for those who are with us are more than those who are with them" - 2 kings 6:16
-at times our fears may loom so large, we long for proof that God is near; it's then our Father says to us, HAVE FAITH,MY CHILD,DO NOT FEAR. "faith sees things that are out of sight"
i wrote this not for any reason.but i wrote this for other people to be inspired.i admit i really got scarred of that,but t'was a wake up call for me.i always say am a "Christian" already so there's nothing to be afraid of.but its different pala when you're on that situation na.as much as you claim it.fear still overcome God's promises.and thats what i want to corect.

fake hot babe

we're celebrating mardigras weekend here in subic.t'was fine,crowded and very loud.friday night was kinda boring,am too preossupied with stuffs at home so i wasn't able to enjoy the view.the street party starts in front of our net shot by the way so i have an easy access.hehehe
saturday night,i decided to take a peek of the whole mardigras.so i left the shop early,i decided to walk all the way to the other side.after one block from our shop,i realized that it was a bad idea,the crowd is unbelievable.i can see the eardrum of the person next to me sa sobrang dami ng tao,i'd love to walk back to the shop and return the airconditioned room and just sit in front of the computer but t'was to late...am already trapped.
so i just walked (or should i say crawled).i reached the acoustic part of the streets,saw few friends stopped for a bit of chit-chat then walked again.am not prepared for the next stop.when i reached the next stage,i cant tell what's the set up.but there's a really loud music and a humungous crowd yelling.i didnt mind them and i just walked,i saw an old friend who's as pissed as i am with the event so we decided to join force to make our way out of that mess.we passed by a stall to get some water,while walking i can hear some people yelling,i didn't mind them at first coz i was listening to my friend's story,medyo lumalakas ang sigawan so lumingon ako.people are calling out the name of Jen Rohsendal of viva hot babe while poiting to our direction,lumingon ako sa harap,wala naman.then i realized,sa kin sila nakaturo.of course,people attract people so medyo dumami sila at papalapit sila samin.i got scared coz andami nila,i think yung iba dun ni hindi alam kung ano yung nangyayari,"usi" lang.but i got scared.it took two security guards ng convenience store na malapit dun para umalis mawala yung mga tao.when the stampede was over,i looked at my friend,tawa ng tawa.i asked her "mukha bang nakakatwa yung nangyari?"
she replied while still laughing.."kasi yung matatanda nung paalis na galit na galit sabi nila.."hmp,kala ko naman totoong hot babe na!"
hahaha!we laughed all the way to the jeepney.then i texted tee-jae.now everytime i think of it.i cant help but laugh,kasi feeling ko lasing yung mga lalaking sumigaw ng "Jen"...hilo na at wala sa katinuan...hahaha

picture!!picture!!

this is really funny!!i was chatting with renan and i asked him if he still have copies of our pictures from our past roadtrips.and i got so excited got he sent me tons of pictures,and i kept asking for more.hahaha!peace man!
so last night i was sorting the pictures in my pc.and i came across the idea that renan and i discussed few days ago,our dream of having a kylaonline production.so while browsing through the photos and having that in mind...i present to you my idea!!!hahahaha

i know this is not very artistic...but this is the best i can do.hahaha!

tagaytay wedding part 2

finally...thanks to swit...i figured out how to post the pictures na!hahaha.idiot me!

only four of use went to the wedding:the couple,kiko and jean,my cousin,ate mai and me.we had fun,even if there's only four of us.we're supposed to be six,but due to some unforseen circumstances,hahaha!jasper,peace!
the funny thing was,the night before the wedding i was fumbling thru my dresser looking for a dress.well,to my surprise.i can't fit in to any of my dress now!huhuhu!too bad for me.seriously,i felt so frustrated that night.and i can't consult my mom coz were not talking diba.i almost wanna cry that night coz of frustration.
i really need to cut down on everything from now on.oh well,maybe after the wedding.hahaha!
my tagaytay weekend was almost over.we're on the bus going to manila when i got a text from my mom.i dont know how i will feel after reading her message..
"overnight pala kayo bat di ka marunong magsabi"
huh?eh she was the one who asked pa nga three days before the wedding,coz she's worried if we're going home late in the evening.
ang labo!
i had fun anyways so i guess i wont think about that anymore.i didn't answer the text,which i think made her more angry coz she didn't even looked at the buko pie i bought as pasalubong.

chellix sa labas ng bahay ni nanie 

tagaytay weeding

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where do i start?i think i had a pretty good weekend.my cousin and some friends went to a wedding at tagaytay.this is the venue
we arrived a bit late,since my cousin is part of the entourage,the make up people rushed her make-up and hair do just to make it to the ceremony.i kinda look awful in pictures coz i didn't had enough time to look at the mirror.when we arrived at the hotel,we just changed clothes then we head to the venue right away.only to find out that only few people arrived on time,hay!filipino time!
so while waiting,we decided to make the most of the beautiful view of tagaytay.the venue was fantastic.overlooking the taal volcano and lots of fresh flowers (well,its a garden wedding genius).

then came the groom,our big bro,kuya norman.he look so handsome and chubby (hahaha!kuya,i hope you'll never read this).but really,i can see the glow in his face.he look so happy.
the ceremony was short and sweet,after few prayers and reminders from the pastor,the next thing we knew,the crowd is giggling coz "he may now kiss the bride"

reception na!!!well not for another 10-15 minutes.we have to wait for the entrance of the newly weds and we have to wait for our turn for picture taking before proceeding to the buffet.
while waiting.we made ourselves comfortable by taking picture.hahaha!i mean we really took pictures.i almost ran out of memory on my cam coz of too many pictures.
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those are just few.super dami pa yan

so after dinner we went to the hotel/resort/house.we realized that its still early so we decided to go to starbucks and hit some few drinks.we didn't stay long there coz we're too tired of picture taking.hahaha!we went home around 1am then we watch few tv shows and we slept.i dont know why but i cant sleep that night.weather is not bad,i mean i imagined a really cold weather but its not.i really dont know why i cant sleep.

woke up around 730am,and they told us that check out time is 9am so we hit it right away.during our check out we went to a nearby store to buy some pasalubong and we passed by a really beautiful roadside flowershop.am not very fond of flowers,and i dont have green thumb either so its a surprise for me to notice those really gorgeous flowers.then the vendor asked me if we have a garden coz i seem to like flowers very much. i told him i just admire,but i cant grow one.
ooppp...mom's here...i'll just continue tomorrow

very long weekend

i had a very long,arguing,tiring and unbelievable week. i've been bugging my mom since thursday if i can go to manila to meet some friends. i told her i have enough money to go so i just really need her permission. i think she was pissed that day or something so we had an argument. she kept on yelling at me the whole day. the next day when i woke up, i went directly to the bathroom, she preceeded me in the bathroom. then it all started. from bathroom towels up to my toothbrush and toothpaste. i mean, what's the deal with that. i kept my mouth shut and then i went downstairs for breakfast. she followed me and then again, she kept on noticing everything am doing. from my coffee to my plate. am not a kid anymore and i hope she notice that. we had an argument, a very long and loud one not to mention, and to conclude, she took my laptop with a statement..." you'll never get this back till you learn how to be organized and be responsible"...damn it!!!
now we're not talking, am really pissed and i wanna go out. ate lulu and i have been texting since saturday, i told her i'll runaway as soon as i get my laptop. i really dont know if i can actually do that and where do go if i ever do that. maybe my mom is right. maybe am not really responsible enough. but it just really hurts me to hearing those from her. am really devastated. i dont know how long we're planning not to talk to each other. i dont even wanna go home for now