actions Speaks Lopuder than words

one month left for me here and wala pa ring nangyayari sa buhay ko.araw araw lang akong nalalasing.hahaha!well i need something na magpapainit ng katawan ko noh.kayo kayang mabasag sa lamig dito.
Christmas day we went to Yaohan for lunch.funny coz people are staring at me.i thought maybe they find it weird coz am carrying a baby,then finally a lady approaches me and asked me something,in chineese!i was just smilling coz i have no idea what on earth is she telling me.then another lady approached me,finally speaking in english..."she's asking if that's your baby"...nyak!nyak!nyak!thats why she's gesturing weird things while pointing to the baby
Christmas eve we went to San Malo.San Malo is famous for its Christmas street and open mall.and when they say open mall,its really open.hahaha!i was waiting for my cousin sa isang sulok,nanahimik ako ha,then may lumapit na girl then she smile.of course ala nga namang magmaganda ako,shempre smile din ako.then she asked me if i speak chinese.i said no.i think she's trying to have a conversation,but am really having a hard time understanding her english (the way she pronounce words)...salamat na lang sa sign language at least i found out that she loves lumpia and adobo (they have filipina maid daw kasi)
hay!!!hirap talaga...even in internet shop am having a hard time.it'll usually take me 20-30 minutes before they can find someone who can speak english and talk to me.

my grown-up Christmas list

hehehe
ang corny..pero wala talaga akong magagawa...dulot ng lamig yan eh
well i have here lists,i dont usually make lists kasi feeling ko wala rin syang silbi,pero last year may ginawa ako...and surprisingly,9 out of 10 yung nakuha ko...good evaluation din naman sya so why not diba...
1. i-pod - since day one,ive longed for an i-pod
2. mp3 player - since cant afford and i-pod,kahit mp3 player ok na sakin
3. CSI (vegas) - season 1-5...ganyan na ko ka-addict
4. unbreakable - surprisingly,i saw alicia keys' new video..."every little bit hurts" and i liked the song,i found out nasa unbreakable album sya...
5. job - hehehe!!!
6. amazing race 8 - kahit yung season finale lang
7. MYMP vcd - mga bad trip kayo.makakaganti rin ako sa inyo
8. digicam - mine's broken eh
there you go...alam kong di to mababasa ng tatay ko,since sya lang naman makakatupad ng mga yan...pero not bad naman diba...hahanap na lang ako ng mayamang chekwa dito

it'll hit you hard

ay grabe....one week na ako dito and i cant help but feel homesick...anak talaga ng tinapa...di ko akalaing tatablan pala ako ng homesick...maybe its the weather thats making me feel this way...sobra kasing lamig dito...super...as in below 10 degress...and my couz says it'll get colder next few days
maybe coz wala rin akong mapaglibangan...kasi naman po lahat ng palabas dito eh di ko maintindihan...pinatulan ko na nga yung mga chekwang palabas eh,kahit kandahirap ako sa pagbasa ng translation...
di rin naman ako makalabas ng husto coz natatakot ako na baka maligaw ako,goood thingmay internet shop sa baba,kaso lang ilang oras muna ang inabot bago ko makagamit ng internet,coz they need to find someone na marunong mag-english at nang magkaintindihan kami
hay buhay...feeling ko rin another thing that makes me homesick rin siguro eh dahil wala pong nagtetext sa akin,...ehem-ehem (bato bato sa langit,tamaan wag magalit!)
di nga...di na ko nakakatulog..considering,i still have one more month here
magtext naman kayong mga tinamaan...kahit di ako makareply...itext nyo pa rin ako...

Blue Christmas

hmmm...oh well,thats life
i guess by the title pa lang alam nyo na ang susunod na mga kabanata
this will be my first Christmas without my family.other people said na there's no Christmas like Pinoy Christmas,well, i guess am gonna experience if thats true.
i'll be back naman,round late january or early february,hopefully that time may job na ako there
am gonna miss lots of things...
- my lolo's first Christmas in our house
- my favorite tita's first Christmas as Mrs. Abella
- my little angels Christmas party
- KO quadruple celebration
- nanie's first solo show in subic
whaaa...lalo akong nalulungkot

ultraelectromagnetic catch

Since the day I found out about this tribute album to e-heads, I’ve been going to odyssey and I kept asking the sales lady about it. Pero syempre, kailangan pang magtravel ang mga cd sa pagkalayu-layong lugar naming before we can purchase one.Finally, last sat, papasok pa lang ako ng odyssey my favorite sales lady’s smiling at me na, then she handed me the copy,ooppss!!!P 300, i only got P400 on my pocket and i still have to buy this vcd that i reserved.grrr!!!
in short i bought the album and the vcd,which left me with nothing..as in not a single cent on my pocket,hala! how am i suppose to go home?
walking outside the mall,i was murmuring to myself..."siguraduhin mong maganda kang album ka at talagang ibabalibag kita kung hindi"
i went to my tita's shop, told her the whole story and asked for 20 bucks.hehehe
of course paguwi eh salpak agad ako sa cd player (out muna yung SKA courtesy of jayzle.hehe!muah) ...
track 1 - alapaap by 6 cycled mind (yaiks! it sound so pop! ni hindi ka ma-elevate kahit isang
palapag ng song)
track 2 - magasin by paolo santos (justice man!)
track 3 - spoliarium by imago (i was told by jayz na ok yung version,hmmm...i like imago,ok
yung nilagyan nila ng imago flavor yung song,pang-OK lang...nagexpect lang siguro
ako masyado)
***hmmm...in short next track na ko ng next track
which brought me to track 7 - ligaya by kitchie (hay!makasaysayan talaga ang track 7...ito lang sa lahat ng songs ang masasabi kong ok,uy bias!hehehe!pero aminin nyo,pwede mo na ngang sabihing ire-vive na sana ni kitchie yung song eh)
ok boring na sya...all in all...para akong nanghinayang ng konti sa money ko
i mean...last money in my pocket!!!hay buhay!!!siguro nag-expect ako masyado,plus minadalai ko pa kasi talag yung pagbili ko noh
yung another 100 bucks ko ay spent buying a VCD, SUMMER CATCH.its not really a very good movie pero two of my fave stars andun (freddie prinze jr and jessica biel). yun ang aking pakunswelo coz kilig talaga ako sa movie na yun eh.

the unbalanced scale of life

life's not fair...really
why kaya
...i saw Julia's performance in Magpakailanman,i know she can sing.but when i saw her that night,she can not only sing,she can really really sing.then how come she never had an album?not even a chance to show her talent(gigs,shows,concerts,etc).how come the "other" artists are given not just one album but sometimes even two eh hindi naman kagandahan ang boses.life's not fair
...one of my closest cousin confided to me and told me everything she found out about her mom.how their mom cheated on their dad and how her mom is now in China and left all her 3 siblings for her to take care.oh by the way,did i mention my cousin's only 19.life's not fair
...you know the feeling when you're forced to attend a certain gathering,all dressed and forcingly smilling to everyone only to be asked kung nasan na yung kapatid/pinsan/ina/ama/kapitbahay mong di mo naman kasama that time.i mean,why look for the one who's not here instead of appreciating the one who made an effort of coming.life's not fair
...i was having my quiet moment outside a coffee shop when a kid approached me.he's trying to sell this prayer cards,for the "needy" children of some foundation daw.i asked him how old is he, he's only 12.my gosh!!!at the age of 12?eh nakikipaglaro pa ko sa kapitbahay namin when i was that age.and this kid is forced to work na at 12.what more when he reach 18.life's not fair
...a friend of mine came over last weekend and we had the long chat that we promised each other by the beach.she told me about her previous ex whom she love so much but hurt her (not only emotionally,but physically as well) i started hating the guy when i found out that he hits her,but what can i do,she really love him.enough for her to have him back,only to hit her again (this time,even worse). and now, im starting to get pissed na sa friend ko coz she's still wasting her tears sa lalaking feeling ko walang kwenta.but what can i do,maybe its really love.love that make's her life not fair
...my sister got a new phone,Nokia 3230.as in oh my goodness talaga!!!a gift from my dad!!!how come my dad can buy her 18 thousand worth of phone?but when he gave me a phone he just gave me a regular phone,sabi pa nya..."wag ka maluho!necessity lang ang phone at hindi luxury". im so angry! as in im so angry talaga! gusto kong magsisisigaw sa labas ng bahay namin but of course di pwede. pero naiinis talaga ako. he's not fair